Oliver XuinInvisible IllnessHow Meditation Has Impacted My LifeI’m not here to preach about how you should meditate or claim to be an expert on the subject. I just want to share my experiences with…Oct 225Oct 225
Oliver XuSelf-RelianceI’m hooked on fatigue. The kind where I can finally breathe, And say, “I’ve done enough for now.” Because that is the only way I can sleep.Sep 25Sep 25
Oliver XuWhat kind of person am I?Am I noble Or am I selfish? Because I put on a show of a good man In order to avoid my own self.Jan 12Jan 12
Oliver XuWhy do I box?I don’t believe that I am a boxer. I don’t believe that I am a fighter. I don’t believe that I am tough. I don’t believe that I am the man…Jan 10Jan 10
Oliver XuCan I fill my own shoes?Can someone please just tell me who to be? Because I am so tired of being someone, But not just someone, rather Someone who is supposed to…Oct 27, 2023Oct 27, 2023
Oliver XuThe Peak, My PeakI’m not sure if the person I chose to be, Is the person I am supposed to be. It’s almost like I have to convince myself, That I am making…Oct 25, 2023Oct 25, 2023
Oliver XuMy Best Defense.Avoidance is my shield, Indifference is my sword Against the monster that seeks to gorge my identity. With each bite of flesh, I start to…Sep 4, 2023Sep 4, 2023
Oliver XuI do not like…To feel is to run. To run is to feel. That’s why I don’t feel. I merely think. But never feel. Because to feel is to be afraid. I do not…Jul 26, 2023Jul 26, 2023
Oliver XuIssuesSometimes, I get really frustrated. I don’t understand where my thoughts come from. Every time I seem to be in control, Things start to…Dec 26, 2022Dec 26, 2022
